What have I done [Lightning]

[Dyzzie]

Lightningtrail -- here you go hun ^^

What have I done . . . . How could this have happened? What will happen? Do I tell Moonpelt? Do I tell Gol- No, of course I need to tell Goldenstar. It's only right to admit what I've done. Swallowbreezes thoughts were in chaos, as she tried not to panic, slowly making her way through the camp to her leader's den. Hesitating, Swallowbreeze stood at the edge, awkwardly coughing to gain Goldenstar's attention, shifting nervously from paw to paw. The shy she-cat hated confrontations in general, but she was even more nervous because of what she was about to admit doing. She hadn't even told Moonpelt yet . . . . Taking a deep sigh, trying to ground herself, the timid tortioushell called out, "Goldenstar . . . I . . . . I need to talk with you . . . . I've done something terrible." The naturally sweet cat sounded close to tears as she admitted she'd messed up. It seemed so okay when she was with Moonpelt. Everything seemed better when she was with the tom, like nothing could possibly hurt her, but now . . . now she wasn't so sure. Infact, she was nearly certain that this would only get worse. And she didn't even have Moonpelt to help her feel stronger. She took a slow step into the den, her eyes closing nervously before looking towards her leader, her tail twisting between her hing legs, and her ears down. Honestly, how anyone would be able to beat her up more than she was already doing to herself would be a curious and hard to accomplish thing, but still the tortie managed to keep pushing herself in, prepared to face her dumb and admitted she'd been in a forbidden romance, a still going on relationship with another clan cat of another clan . . . . and was now expecting kits.

[Lightningtrail]

The moment when you realize missing him only tears you apart

Goldenstar twisted around to reach her back and sides as she cleaned them. Her tongue rasped against her back, but she was not quite thinking about it. Her thoughts were focused on her own sister. She was going to be giving birth soon, and she had told Goldenstar of how wonderful the kit's anonymous father would be, but Goldenstar could not help but to feel a bit apprehensive. but her sister would not lie to her, would she?

Goldenstar looked up as she heard a cough, and noticed a very nervous cat. "Good morning, Swallowbreeze," The she-cat mewed. She would have asked the other feline what the issue seemed to be, but the cat spoke first. "Come in," Goldenstar mewed, her face turning stern. She awaited the worst.

is the moment you find your dignity

[Dyzzie]

Swallowbreeze was nervous, that much was true. She lightly dipped her head in greeting to her leader, before being told to come in. Swallowbreeze took the few steps in, trying to steady her breathing (though, fear of what would come of this announcement hardly helped). "Goldenstar, I've done something very foolish . . . ." She whispered softly, her tail twirling between her hing legs, head bowed, "Recently, when I've left the territory, I tend to go to the Pond of Truce. It's quiet and pretty there, so I like the peace . . . . but . . . . there was a Tom there, who's been there the last couple times I've gone . . . . He was, he was kind to me, and I let myself be carried away with his pretty words . . . I never really even thought about what was happening. I just . . . . I like the attention I was receiving from him" She whispered quietly, "Goldenstar, She looked up, unable to not meet her leaders eyes when she admitted how far she let this issue go, "I'm expecting his kits . . . ." She admitted quietly.