I Have Nothing Left [Tagged]

[Skiv]

Spiderkit just scrambled out of the nursery the best she could. She couldn't see where she was going and she hit the side right next the entrance, she then swung her head back and forth tapping at the den trying to find the small hole that was the exit. Why? Is this so hard. I hate this. She just yelled in her mind finally she shoved her paw though the hole and she tumbled forward through the entrance. She knew that she was in the main clearing because the sounds and smells hit her like Flamekit would if he smacked her while him and Wolfkit or Dusk-kit were playing. She just sneezed and flicked her ears back and forth frantically. She had no idea where she was going because the last time she left the nursery she was with her mother and well she led the way. Plus at that time she had no idea that she was different. She wished she could go back to that, being normal. I never was She just started into camp. She could hear grumble when she would hit cats that would she needed to watch where she was going. By the fifth cat she ran into she just screamed at where the voice was coming from, "I'M BLIND!" Then she flicked her head down and continued forward. 


Twineheart

[Twineheart]

Redpaw who'd entered camp carrying a mouthful of prey, drops it down with a frown. In all honesty he had been in a good mood the entire day. Greenleaf was here the sun was shining and he had a good mentor. It was about the best his life had ever been, yet as he entered camp he suddenly felt an overwhelming amount of frustration building within his chest. It felt weird like it wasn't really his and he couldn't understand it. Trying to shake the feeling away he turns when a kit suddenly yells something. His golden amber gaze falls upon the form of a small female kit who's name he knew to be Spiderkit. He wasn't sure how he knew that however since they'd never actually met. Puzzled he feels himself walking forward, and before he knew it standing before her. but once there he didn't know what to say. " Ummm Spiderkit?" He says to get her attention.

Skiv

[Skiv]

Spiderkit could feel the presence of another cat right after she yelled at the one. but this was so over whelming, the kit had no idea how to fix this. She just felt odd, some one was approaching her. She knew who it was even before she smelt the cat, it was Redpaw. Redpaw. How do I know that? She swept her feathery tail across the stone floor of camp and she just stood there not know what to do. She then sniffed and noticed that he was near her, she then hear his voice. She just turned her unfocused gaze on the tom, she just blinked her eyes even though she really didn't need to. "Hi Redpaw." She said with ease, like she had known him before. She just breathed in slightly storing his scent along with the many others she had to remember from camp.

Twineheart, I am soo sorry this was such a bad post XD

[Twineheart]

" Hi...." He says back, having to lean over to get a proper view of the kit. His golden amber eyes looking at her as if he'd seen her his entire life, like she was the most familiar cat around. He blinks in confusion wondering if he was going crazy or something. You've never even met this kit before! He says to himself before realizing a awkward silence had lapsed. " I uh.... " He cats around for words. " I heard you yelling? " He says shifting his paws as he looks into those blank eyes of hers. He felt like they saw him, but he could tell she was blind from the way they were unfocused. Or could he just feel that she was? He hadn't actually heard what she had yelled only that she had. " Is something... wrong?" He asks awkwardly, wishing these confusing feelings would go away. Maybe he just needed to lay down or something?

Skiv No probs!

[Skiv]

Spiderkit, knew that Redpaw was leaning over her, she knew that he was looking at her. It was a odd sensation but she could tell that this cat was confused. She could actually feel his confusion it was like bubbling in her gut. She just tilted her head. She had no idea what was going on either, but she felt like she could tell what this tom looked like. but she didn't know how to describe it really, probably because she had never seen anything in her life. It was all sounds and smells around her. She just perked her ears when he spoked, she could could feel more confusion in her gut. but it wasn't hers, then she realized it was his. She just looked at him, she couldn't actually seem him but she felt like she could, she could see something bright, something that was like warmth. but she knew that it wasn't her eyes that were doing the actual seeing it was her mind. She just shrugged with his question, she knew that he already knew that she was blind. She just sat down curling her feathery tail around her small paws, "I'm just not used to it yet. Other cats were yelling at me to watch where I was going. but you and I know its a little more complicated than that."

Twineheart

[Twineheart]

Skiv
Redpaw watches as Spiderkit takes a seat before him. Mirroring her actions, he lowers his haunches to the stone ground and wraps his luxurious plume of a tail around his white forelimbs. The frustration he had been feeling starting to dissipate. And somehow he knew it was because of this kit before him. That she had been frustrated and that she was now starting to calm down some. The question was why was this happening? How was it possible?
Redpaw blinks his golden amber eyes trying to clear his head as Spiderkit spoke. " We do? I mean yeah... we do." he says awkwardly still unnerved by what was going on. " I'm sure they just don't realize that your still learning how to navigate." He adds trying to pull himself together. And finding it rather easy to speak to this she-cat. Like he had known her his entire life or something. but still confused by the odd connection they seemed to have. Did she feel it too? He wondered. " Uh Spiderkit..." he starts hoping he didn't sound crazy. " Did you umm... experience anything odd... just now?" He asks her kind of glad she couldn't see him at the moment, he was pretty sure his eyes would of betrayed how wierded out he was.

Skiv

[Skiv]

Spiderkit knew that the tom sat down. She heard the sweep of his tail as he curled it around his paws, she waited for him to reply back to her comment. She seemed quite calm but she was puzzled about this whole situation because she didn't see darkness but just the connection she felt with this tom. She just smiled slightly as she felt confusion bubble up in her gut. She knew he was going to speak soon. She just smiled slightly to him as he talked awkwardly. Then she huffed slightly, warriors never cared about kits, ever they just saw them as a nussiance. Or just an empty mouth to feed, which is what she was. She just looked off in a direction unknown to her then she just flicked her wide ears back at Redpaw when he spoke to her. She turned her green eyes focused on his face, because she knew where it was. Well it was true she was surprised but she really didn't feel like she was blind when was talking to him. It was odd and then when she heard him say something he was feeling weird as well. She just blinked her unfocused eyes and then she simply replied quietly, "I actually did Redpaw, I don't know why but I feel like I already knew you."

[Twineheart]

Skiv

Redpaw could just tell that Spiderkit didn't believe his explanation about why the other clan cats weren't so patient. Not because her huff but because he could feel it. He just knew without her having to say what she was thinking. It made his pelt prickle a little, and he shakes his head to clear it, swallowing his mouth dry. What was happening to them? He wondered slightly worried. Had they done something to anger starclan? Whatever it was it was going to take a lot of getting used to for Redpaw. He was use to a quiet life of being ignored by others. but now, now he had some she-cat who could read his moods and who knew what else!

Blinking his golden amber eyes, he looks into her green ones almost forgetting she was blind. " Re-ally?" He says quickly, ears perking as he leans in closer to the kit. " I thought I'd lost it...." he admits feeling abnormally comfortable telling her this personal feeling. " but yeah..." he adds shifting his white paws. " I feel like I've known you... well always." he admits. " Which makes no sense..." He adds shaking his skull in puzzlement.

[Skiv]

Spiderkit just knew that Redpaw could tell what she was feeling before or at the same time that she was. It was odd, but nice at the same time. She really didn't think anyone would understand that she as feeling or going through at this time. but she wondered why she was connected to Redpaw like this. And who did that, she had no idea. Maybe it was Starclan? She really didn't know. She wondered and then she felt the breath on Redpaw closer to her. She didn't move though as he spoke to her. She just waited knowing what that the tom had a ton to say. She just listened to him taking in every word that he was saying. Spiderkit just nodded slightly at him when she agreed. She then spoke, "I'm not sure, but I'm glad your feeling the same way." Then she shrugged and blinked her blank eyes slightly, "I just wonder why I'm connected to you in this way. Did Starclan do this?"

Twineheart

[Twineheart]

Skiv Sorry for the late reply!

Redpaw's tail tip flickers as he listens to the younger cat speak. His golden amber eyes glued to hers, the camp around them forgotten. What was happening to them? Was it something to do with starclan? The questions were piling up in his skull with no answers to be found. When she finishes, he flickers his ears and shakes his skull. but then remembers she cannot see. " Yeah... I dunno." He admits, lifting a white paw and scuffing it on the stone ground. " but there the only ones with that sort of power right?" He says thinking of their ancestors. " but why?" He mumbles, puzzled as he looks at the kit. " Your too young of done something to anger them...." he adds, mind drifting. Was starclan trying to teach him a lesson? Were they angry with him for what had happened to his sister? The idea made his heart sink and his belly writhe with unease. but then he remembers that Spiderkit can feel what he is feeling and who knew what else and quickly shakes the thoughts and feelings off. His attention returning to Spiderkit. What would they do?

[Skiv]

Spiderkit just sat there and looked up at the tom. She couldn't see what he was doing but she just wait anyways to see what he would say next. She just heard the movement of the rock and she looked down in the direction of the sound and then didn't move her head from there. She just just sat and wondered why this was happening. Starclan some answers would be nice She just peaceful called out to the cats watching over them. She knew that they were real she could feel it in her gut and then when the tom started speaking she lifted her head up. She listened as he questioned his thoughts out loud. The questions weren't really directed towards her well maybe they were but then she felt the puzzlement in knot up in her again and she was almost getting used to the feelings of Redpaw. but as quickly as the feeling came it disappeared. She just shrugged the confusion and wonder poured off of her. She looked up where she thought the sky was. Is it because I'm blind? "No I guess not, maybe they felt bad because I'll never be the warrior I was destined to be. So they gave me something most others don't have a strong connection with someone. but the real question is why you? Is there something about your past that maybe linked to me. Or is this connection something we haven't discovered yet? Because its in the future?" She just stared up with her unfocused green eyes, "Just once I wish I could see the Silverpelt." she whispered.

So I can see you Starclan.



Twineheart

[Twineheart]

Skiv

Redpaw watches as the young kit, looked upwards. If they hadn't of been sitting in the cave which made up Talonclan's camp she'd be looking to the sky. but instead her face was tilted up to the stoney cave ceiling. but what harm could there be from allowing her to believe the sky was overhead? Blinking as she speaks, Redpaw felt her first words made some sense. " Perhaps..." He says, having never thought of it that way. Did starclan really feel bad about it? Or did they have some other reason behind bonding him to this kit? He was unsure but at her next words he felt fear creep into his fur. Like a cold sensation that left him on edge, and antsy. He immediately drops his gaze to his paws even though Spiderkit couldn't see him, but then her last suggestion gives him something to cling to. " Maybe its our future...." he says hopefully looking up quickly, golden amber eyes glinting some. He didn't want to reveal his guilty feelings over his sister's death. He didn't want her to know how much he missed her, how much he wished he'd spent more time with her. It was extremely private. but then again would there ever be such a thing as privacy between the pair again? These feelings they shared, could they be controlled? At her words, he tilts his head flickering his plume of a tail. He didn't really know what to say to that, so he remained silent. Watching her as his head still swam with uncertainties, he could feel an odd sensation. A sensation of yearning and he could just tell it was her feelings of wanting to see the silverpelt. Suddenly rather grateful for his eye sight, Redpaw found himself touching his nose to Spiderkit's ear as if to say I know. To perhaps give some comfort to the young kit, some hope. but was there hope? Could she ever see the silverpelt? Could starclan make that happen?

[Skiv]

Spiderkit looked over at Redpaw knowing excatally where he is. She just listened as her spoke her her with a soft voice. She just smiled and then stood up stretching her short legs and shook out her dark tabby pelt. She could feel the a small hint of guilt. She knew it was coming from Redpaw. She just tilted her head at him confused on why he felt guilty. He didn't do anything wrong, but maybe it was something that Spiderkit didn't know about. She was close with this tom but she didn't know everything about this apprentice. but then she felt his nose touch her ear and she shivered slightly. It was like he knew what she was feeling. He does know what your feeling mouse-brained She thought to her self. She just smiled at the apprentice and then said, "Thank you I needed that." Then she flicked her tail slightly, then she said, "I'm sure my mother is worried about me. She tends to freak out if I'm gone too long. Would you lead me back please. I really don't feel like being stepped on." Then she looked at her paws embarrassed that she needed help.

Twineheart

[Twineheart]

Skiv

Redpaw could feel Spiderkit's confusion over his mixed emotions. It actually revealed him to know she was confused. It meant she hadn't read his thoughts about his sister. That she didn't know the troubles which haunted his nightmares nearly every night. Blinking as his nose touched her ear, he is glad to feel that his gesture hadn't been the wrong one. That she appreciated it. " Anytime..." He mumbles stilling feeling as if they'd known each other for ages. He also felt deep down that it was true. That whatever this bond was, it had him permanently bonded to her. That he now cared for her no matter if he wanted to or not.

At her last words he blinks his golden amber eyes, knowing she couldn't see him but could feel him accepting her thanks. Half surprised when he remembers she was still a kit. It was odd, cause she seemed older than she was. " Of course." He says, moving around and standing with his luscious plume of a tail gently touching her shoulders. " This way." He says, and starts off towards the nursery.

[Skiv]

Spiderkit just smiled. She liked Redpaw, not only because of this special bond that she had with him. And her thinking that she had known him for his whole life when she only has really been around for these few moments in time. It was because was a really nice tom as well. The kit felt as the tom touched his nose to her ear and she just blinked her green eyes. Then she stood up and waited to see if her would take her back. When he said yes, she was just relieved, she really didn't want to try and barrel her way through camp again. Then she felt his tail touch her shoulders and she just followed him. Feeling a bit more helpless that she couldn't even cross camp with out help. She just flattened her ears slightly then and continued along with Redpaw not saying anything.

Twineheart