I can explain (Sand)

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((OOC: Okay, I know that we haven't done much with these two for a while, and that makes me sad. x'3 If you've seen my thread about the kits, it'll be explained here.
By the way, I basically gave up on her going insane a month ago.
Tags: Sand))

A slim black she-cat stepped out of the warrior's den, taking a deep breath. After a long moment, she set off towards Fangstar's den at a steady trot, her chin held high and her tail raised proudly. However, as she neared her destination, it sank a little as her nerves buzzed more furiously in her ears.

Moonpetal cleared her throat and swallowed before calling, "Um, it's Moonpetal, can I enter?" and waiting anxiously for his response. It was early, and most cats were still soundly sleeping in their dens- the perfect time to talk without being overheard. Still, it felt too much like the last time she had walked into his den early in the morning with nervous words on her tongue.

Only this time, it was very different, and she feared that it might not end so well.

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Fangstar hadn't really been sleeping he was to worried to sleep. He couldn't shake the feeling that Lionice would end up causing so trouble. The sound of his mates voice broke him out of his thoughts. "Come in," he called forcing his voice to be calm. He didn't want to worry his mate. Besides Lionice was a loyal warrior to her clan.

ooc: He needs to listen to his instincts and I'll probably make a plot with Lionice and Fangstar.

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((OOC: Mmkay))


The sleek black she-cat stepped into the den, attempting a small smile when she saw him.

"I... have some news," she began, feeling her heart twist in her chest. She padded closer and watched him, anxiously anticipating his reaction to what she'd say next.

"I'm pregnant," she finally revealed, and it could be helped no longer. A warm smile spread across her face as she looked at him through brilliant emerald orbs that danced in the sunlight filtering in behind her. There was a spark of guilt there, though, that simply couldn't be hidden by any amount of excitement or optimism.

Good news... should always come first, she almost choked out.

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Fangstar watched his mate waiting for her to tell him if something was wrong when she told him the news he purred his eyes lighting up at the thought of more kits. "That's great," he purred giving his mate a tired smile he was still getting use to the responsibilities of a leader. He couldn't help but remember the first time she had, had kits and he couldn't help but shudder. She had almost died giving birth the first time. He pushed away the dark memories and smiled again and purred happy that his mate would have another chance at being a mother. "Are you going to tell our kits?" he asked thinking about their kits and his daughter Falconpaw. "Falconpaw will be a warrior soon so she'll probably be happy to find out that she'll have more younger siblings to play with," he meowed.

ooc: bleh my muse for Fangstar is low so I put in stuff about their kits and Falconpaw

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((OOC: Yus, because when low on muse, Falconpaw shall always fly come to the rescue. >:3))


Her eyes were no longer dancing. She attempted to smile back, but the sadness in her face was now unmistakable.

"Yes, well... Fangstar..." she mewed, stepping forward. The soft smile was still on her face, but now you would think that she actually was happy.

If not for the tears pooling in her eyes.

"They won't be her siblings."

Pause.

"And they won't be your kits," she whispered, her brilliant emerald green eyes watching him sadly for a reaction.

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Fangstar was shocked after all he had never thought that she would betray him like this. "Wasn't I enough for you?" he asked oblivious hurt by what she had told him. He then turned his head away not really sure what else to say to her. He felt like she had smashed his heart into a million pieces just by confessing what she had done.

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Moonpetal withered.

"Th-That's not it! I didn't mean to... it was an accident!" she breathed, her heart wilting at seeing him turn away from her. Most cats you'd see in this situation, which was a rare situation indeed, would stop talking there, sink to the ground in shame or plea for forgiveness.

Not this cat. Her eyes were round in dismay but she didn't cower like really, she rightfully should have, given what she'd done.

"I swear, it was an accident! Y-You know I wouldn't ever... on purpose..." She trailed off, and her voice grew softer as she tried to slither closer. "I love you, Fangstar, you know that."

but did he anymore? She forgot to consider this.


((OOC: Drama. I'm bad at writing it.))

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Fangstar didn't answer her at first his thoughts spinning.He loved her but he didn't know if he could trust her right now. "Look my trust in you is shaken. You'll have to earn my trust again," Fangstar told her with a tired sigh. "You do realize that we'll have to tell our kits. Though I think we should wait before telling Falconpaw at least until she gets her warrior name," he meowed tiredly. He was suddenly more tired then he had been before.

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The sleek black she-cat looked at him sadly. Their kits. They'd have to tell their kits, he'd said. Would they all hate her now, as he most likely did?

Hate me... he hates me...

Swallowing, she quickly turned away so that he couldn't see her sad gaze wavering. "Of course." She couldn't stand here any longer. It felt like when he looked at her, his gaze was burning her, slowly. "I'm... sorry", was the last thing she said before she disappeared from the den.

He hates me... he really hates me... Everything was falling down around her. Moonpetal didn't look back until she was already out of the camp entrance.

He really, truly hates me.


((OOC: Sorry to end this so abruptly. She's just freaking out. >>))