Missing Her (CLOSED)

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Thistleheart stared at the Looking Pool. He had been doing that for the past hour, just watching his mate doing her daily activities. Right now, she was chatting with one of her friends about the border skirmish a few sunrises ago. If only he didn't attack that stupid rogue, he would've been there sitting beside her, casually pressing his pelt to hers. 

The brown and white cat sighed. I wonder what you're thinking right now... Are you thinking about me? He thought sadly. Ever since the day he died, many toms have tried hitting on his mate but she had declined, wanting to stay loyal to Thistleheart. That was what he saw, but what about those times when he wasn't looking? Could she have been flirting back to those toms? Or worse, planning to have kits? Thistleheart emitted a low growl at that idea. but then, if she's happy with that... maybe he'll let her be. He didn't want her to live a sad life where she was lonely and always mourning his death. Anything to see that bright and lively smile again...

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Wildfire walked through Starclan is had been moons since she had died but she often felt like her life hadn't been complete. She had died before finding love or having kits and worst of all she had been killed by one of her own clan mates. She could still remember how she had followed Lionice towards the Abandoned Junkyard. She had been following the older cat because she had been told to stay in camp and Wildfire had let her leave camp. She had followed the cat in order to bring her back and then Lionice had attacked her from behind killing her.

The she-cat let out a sigh and continued walking through Starclan until her eyes landed on a cat she hadn't seen before and she let out another sigh. Cats in Starclan were suppose to be happy but she had left everything behind before she had really even gotten a chance to live. The she-cat slowly approached the unknown tom and she dipped her head to him following his gaze to the looking pool. She then turned away she had never looked into the Looking Pool in fact most of the time she refused.

It wasn't that she didn't care about her clan anymore it was just that it was to painful for her to watch over them. She felt like she had let Fangstar down because she knew that he had lost a live because she had died so quickly and so easily. "Who are you?" she asked the tom her back now facing the Looking Pool.

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His mate stood up and meowed that she was going to take a nap. Thistleheart watched the two friends separate, his mate going in the direction of the warriors den his mate's friend padding towards a tom. The brown and white cat sighed. He could leave now. After all, nothing bad would happen while she's asleep, right?

"Who are you?" a she-cat's voice asked. Thistleheart turned to see the back of a dark brown tabby cat. 

"My name's Thistleheart. I died two moons ago." Thistleheart replied. Funny how casual the last sentence was. He never thought he would be saying that in his whole existance, but dead cats be dead cats. "Why are you turning away? Didn't our mothers before tell us about facing cats while speaking to them?" Thistleheart asked. "but well, this is StarClan. I haven't been accustomed to all your ways yet..." The brow cat muttered to himself.

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"I'm sorry I vowed to never look in on the clans, it was to painful," Wildfire meowed turning her head towards the tom. She wasn't exactly sure how long ago that she had died but she knew that it couldn't have been more than 10 moons ago. She was still guilty of Fangstar losing a life even though it really hadn't been her fault.

"My names Wildfire and I'm not exactly sure how long ago I died all I know was that it was right before the huge battle that Silverstar was killed in," she meowed. "My mother, I haven't seen her since I was a kit she just disappeared one day as did the rest of my family," she meowed she had to wonder how he had died since she had only checked in on the clans the first few moons that she had been dead before she had suddenly stopped checking on the clans.

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Thistleheart dipped his head slightly, feeling sorry that he had pointed it out like that. "It is also very painful for me to look into that pool, but I have to. I have to know what happens to her." Thistleheart said, gesturing to the Looking Pool. It was showing a different scene now, a group of LeafClan warriors going on a patrol.

"And before that battle... that seems like a very long time ago. If it's okay with you, may you tell me how you died? That great war... I was only a kit when it happened. I remembered hearing interesting things about it, mostly about that leader, Silverstar." Thistleheart meowed in a casual manner.

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"I looked in the pool when I first joined, but it was hard watching my clan mates. I might have died as a warrior but I never had a mate or kits," Wildfire meowed sadness clouding her gaze but then the sadness disappeared as fast as it had come. "Its fine, I was killed by Lionice, a clan mate of mine," she said wincing slightly. "Yeah, Silverstar was a pretty horrible cat I wasn't even born when she attacked our camp and I hadn't been an apprentice long before I was killed," Wildfire meowed.