Serenity [Isilme]

[:-Misa-:]

Isilme for Frostgaze and Robinfeather


This used to be her favorite place to come.

A lot of warriors went to the Pond of Truce whenever they needed time to think, it was just a universal comfort. There you belonged to all clans, not just your own. You were bound by loyalties at that point, not by boundaries. It was up to you who you wanted to be.
but even with that belief, even with that freedom, even with her longing desires, here was where Robinfeather felt most at peace with herself. 

She was small, so only her head and a bit of her tail poked out of the tall grass, she didn't have to worry about the few other inhabitants bothering her. The bitter tang of herbs to her nose was familiar and calming. Just the nature itself was relaxing and thought welcoming. 
Seeing the butterflies fly in loops above her head, the bees landing on the flowers.

So that's why she found herself laying on her back, looking up at the sky, wondering what it would be like to go beyond.

[Isilme]

The grass was soft under his paws, the large long furred warrior was easy to spot between the sea of green what had brought him to the pond of truce he didn't knew, perhaps he just needed some time alone to clear his head from recent events, his eyes scanned the ambient not spoting anything really interesting so he walked to the stream nearby.

but a small, it was really small that's probably the reason he hadn't notice before was laying deep in the tall grass, the tom raised one eyebrow curious and approached just to recognize Robinfeather. "Oh, hello there." He meowed his voice more of a deep pur than anything, she seemed really relaxed and he almost felt bad to interrupt her. "Are you alright?" The male asked even then trying to sound friendly.

[:-Misa-:]

Robinfeather rolled over onto her stomach and stood up on her paws. In an instant she went from completely at ease to alert. Her memory was never her strong point so it took her a few moments to put a name to the voice that she had heard and the face that she was looking up at. It was at times like this she hated her size.

Scratch that.

She always hated her size. Particularly though during an encounter. If this cat was hostile she'd be done for. Granted she wouldn't leave without a fight and she was slowly and gradually learning how to use her speed to her advantage, but at the end of the day she wouldn't stand a chance. 

"Frostgaze." Robinfeather nodded her head as she typically did in greeting. She wasn't one for 'hi' or 'hello'. Introductions were brief if at all, "Fine, thank you."

[Isilme]

The male held back a chuckle at her cold instance. "Did I interrupt something?" He asked and sat down wraping his tail around his large body, he hadn't meant to make her mad nor anything of the type, he was actually happy to meet someone he knew. "Well, sorry to scary you, I'm happy to see a familiar face around." Frostgaze purred softly and looked around searching whatever had held the she cat attention before. "What were you doing, if you don't mind me askinh of couse."

[:-Misa-:]

Robinfeather shook her head. Well yes he had interrupted her time alone. Yes, she had been spending a lot of time alone these days, but she was feeling at least a bit happy, so she wasn't going to snap. Instead she acted like the unease wasn't there and just sat back on her haunches, wrapping her tail over her paws, "Nothing much else to do. And yourself?"

Her eyes peeled and moved from Frostgaze back to the land around her, following the butterflies in flight. 
They were pretty.

[Isilme]

He followed her eyes quite amused to see the butterflies. "Well with so many new warriors the old ones have nothing to do." The male chuckled and turned his green gaze back to her. "Do you want some company?" He asked friendly and was already laying down confortable beside her creating his own little nest of soft grass. "So, how is life not being a medicine cat anymore?" Frostgaze focused his eyes on her questioning silent.

[:-Misa-:]

New warriors seemed to not even have a thing to do. Just look at Robinfeather.
She shrugged her shoulders nonchalantly, if he wanted to stay he could. If he wanted to leave he could. Instead she allowed her silence to answer for her.
This silence may have been because she wanted to escape the possibilities of opening the doors of too many conversations and becoming too personal, or perhaps it was because she was momentarily caught off guard.

Her yellow eyes drifted and met the green ones staring back at her. Robinfeather herself didn't know how to reply.

'I miss being a medicine cat.'
'I'm no longer good for anything.'
'I've been stripped of my sense of self that I carried for the past 10 seasons.'
'I'm planning on leaving.'

Every last one of those, and more, flowed through her head, but she remained indifferent and simply shrugged her shoulders, "I'm indifferent I suppose, though I do miss it."

[Isilme]

He purred softly looking ahead to the beautiful place they where in, it was very different on gatherings and truth be told the tom enjoyned it better this way. "I can't imagine how it would be... To be separated from something you love doing and being able only to observe as things change." He meowed calm feeling the soft and warm breeze wash over them. "You are really strong, I don't think I would be so... Impassive if the same happened to me." The male chuckled moving his whiskers quite amused.

[:-Misa-:]

"I suppose the key is to just realize there's nothing you can do about it and just accept it." Robinfeather stood up and started walking, pausing to gesture with her tail for her clan mate to follow. It was boring her to just be sitting there, and she needed something to do. Whether or not Frostgaze decided to come was up to him however, obviously. 
Undeniably, while it did not show, she was flattered by the compliment. It boosted her self confidence, and quite frankly, quite sadly, she had been needing that quite a bit lately. Everything had been falling apart for her, so her self image could at least begin to fall back together and gain the old confidence that she once had.

[Isilme]

The male observed with curious eyes as she got up and asked him to follow, well he was the one who had started it no? No point in starting something and leaving it by half, and she was a pleasant company after all, Frostgaze got up alonging his body before following her steps throw the long grass. "Even knowing I have no choice in the matter, I wouldn't be happy." He meowed as if it was obvious. "Accepting fate is not an easy task, and Starclan is not being good to anyone these days." The male huffed softly because it was indeed true, Dark Forest influence was just getting stronger and stronger with nothing to stop them. "And, where are we going?"