The Voices In My Head Love You Alot (Tagged

[Falcon]

Snakeheart paced her muscles rippling and her claws digging into the ground as she paced, if her little Rabbit came today Snakeheart knew she'd have to tell her to stay away, but how to convince her... Snakeheart didn't want her to get kicked out of Starclan because of her own foolishness, she'd just have to make her see that they couldn't see each other anymore, for her own safety of course Wolf

[Wolf]

Rainshadow padded slowly into the Dark Forest, starlight glistening softly around her paws. The argument with her Clanmate still buzzed in her head. She finally admitted to herself that she loved the dark russet she-cat but she knew how dangerous it was to see her. Regardless, the danger didn't matter to her. This cat meant the world to her and to a dead cat, this was everything. "Snakeheart?" She whispered softly as the scent of the familiar cat washed over her.

[Falcon]

Snakeheart jolted hearing the voice of her Rabbit heading toward it "Rainshadow, you shouldn't be here, it isn't safe for you here anymore, you need to go back to Starclan, you don't belong here" Snakeheart tried her best to keep her distance without it being noticeable so as not to hurt the other dead cat's feelings but she knew if she got to close she'd lose all of her nerve to get her to stay away

[Wolf]

Rainshadow was swept over with hurt at Snakeheart's voice. "but I need to see you. There's nothing left for me in StarClan." Her voice trembled with pain. "I can't lose the one thing I love." She added just barely audible for the Dark Forest cat to hear. "It was never safe for me but I never cared."

[Falcon]

Snakeheart stepped back a little bit her ears folding down to her head "I don't want you getting hurt because of me, besides you'd be happier in Starclan, you have light and prey there and all your friends and family too, this place isn't right for you, you've done nothing to belong in a place like this"

[Wolf]

The StarClan she-cat's ears folded back as well, green eyes flashing with hurt. "Neither have you. You don't belong in a place of death and darkness any more than I do." She insisted. "All of that... light, and prey... it seems superficial now." Her voice faltered for a moment and she took a step back, her mottled head shaking slightly in disbelief.

[Falcon]

"Rainshadow please" she stepped back deeper into the shadows "Starclan is your home, it's where you belong, I was send here for a reason and you are to good for me, we both know that, you are a good cat and me...I'm just a monster, a monster with blood on her claws and ice in her heart"

[Wolf]

The tortoiseshell she-cat stared sadly at Snakeheart before her green gaze turned angry. "Just because I was sent somewhere doesn't mean I want to be there!" She hissed, her tail lashing. She wasn't angry at Snakeheart, but at their situation. "You should know that better than anyone! What's the point in light and stars when all you feel is empty?"

[Falcon]

"I don't know the answer to that, that's all I've ever known, empty darkness, I don't know what light and stars feel like, I killed and thus I belong here in the cold dark place that doesn't deserve the grace of light and prey, that is my curse and my eternal pain" Wolf

[Wolf]

Rainshadow shook her head and drew forward slightly, her green eyes dull with pain. "There are cats in StarClan who have killed. You can love, the other cats here can't. Isn't that proof that your heart is still at least a little too pure to be in this place?" She mewed, voice hitching as she spoke.

[Falcon]

"That might be true but I will never walk among the stars like you can" Snakeheart didn't look at Rainshadow pain like she never knew tearing into her non beating heart "they would never allow me into the light, they don't see me the way you do, I'm a monster to them"

[Wolf]

She drew forward and touched her muzzle to Snakeheart's, mewing softly, "I don't think you're a monster." The StarClan she-cat then backed up, pain flashing in her eyes as her ears folded against her head. "Fine. but that doesn't mean I won't walk along this border every day in case you want to see me again!" Rainshadow hissed, turning and racing off towards StarClan territory. Stars lit up beneath her feet as she ran, blending in with her brightly gleaming pelt.

[Falcon]

Snakeheart's ears pinned down against her head as Rainshadow ran away, she wanted to follow her so badly but she couldn't, she had to stay away, for Rainshadow's safety she had to stay away, she went the other way deeper into the shadows, feeling her heart break as well as her mind

(maybe the next thread Rainshadow finds Snakeheart wandering around all crazy?)