My Star in the Night [Rose]

[Skiv]

Snowpaw just turned over in her sleep. If she could sweat she would be sweating right now, her body was full of heat under she brown and white fur. It didn't help that greenleaf was here and the dens were hot as it was. She just flipped over a snow white paw covering her tight closed green orbs. She laid like that and mumbled in her sleep, Scorchclaw, plea- Then she then snapped her eyes open. Her snow white paw flopped to the side of her head and she laid there on her back her white underbelly rising and falling fast. It was different this time, tears stung her eyes and before she could stop they rolled down the side of her brown and white face falling in her nest. She just let them fall it was silent as she looked up at the top of the den, the apprentice den. She just laid there she needed to finish the crying before getting up so once her small flow of tears ended she rolled over on to her paws. Then she planted them in her nest she stood up. It wasn't real. It couldn't be real. He... He... She couldn't even finish the thought it made her mad. Why was he messing with her mind. He... She looked out of the entrance of the apprentice den. She couldn't see the stars but she could see the black of the sky. Black fur flashed into her mind, she just shook her head and sat down her head spinning. Her stomach was in knots she felt like a sick kit. I am a sick kit. She just stated to herself in her mind. but it was true she only realized it the other day, they talked once. ONCE. but yet she couldn't get him out of her mind. She just then stood up still warm from her dream. She headed out of the apprentice den stepping over apprentices as she went. Once she padded out into the camp clearing she just looked at her paws. She didn't even look at the sky knowing that if she looked into the black sky it would only bring back the memories of her dream. The one that she never wanted to think about again. Not Real but it felt so real. Her green gaze was on her white legs they seemed to glow in the moonlight. Her tail dragged on the ground as she padded into the middle of camp where there was a glow from the moonlight. She just then though This isn't me, I would never hold my head this way. She just then brought her head up from her paws she then sat down her brown tail laying next to her. There was a slight breeze and she put her nose in that direction the breeze ruffled her fur. It tugged against her skin and she finally felt herself cooling down. "Starclan, whats going on?" She turned her nose up at the star filled sky, her green orbs shining. 


Roselocke

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Tags: Skiv
Muse: Great
OOC: I MUST KNOW
Words: 296

The dark black tom laid upon his soft nest, that soft yellow-green gaze wide open, yet at the same time lifeless. All of his thoughts had been focused upon a single subject: Snowpaw. Now, they had only spoken a single time and the brown and white she-cat was forever etched into his mind, and it was killing him. Pain still seared through him at her drastic change of tones, and how she had burned him more than anything else. Overall, he knew it would permanently hurt, until their...something was repaired and his heart was lifted, but she had been avoiding him ever since. but there it was. The small movement in the clearing of brown and white fur, and just the image lightly catching his eyes caused him to quickly push himself up, and in haste move forward. He had to see her.

He stepped into the clearing just as she stared upwards and seemed to speak to herself, before he almost hesitated within his steps. What would she think if she saw him? but risks were his life now, and he would have to see if his heart would be broken."Snowpaw? Why are you up so late?" His deep voice flitted it's way into the deep air as his gentle gaze blinked in surprise. One step. Two. Then he stood before, nor more than a tail length away, worry bright in his gaze as the gentle giant stared down at her. Was she...crying? Oh Starclan, it is probably all my fault! Why did I have to speak to her that one day! I ruin everything I touch. Scorchclaw felt horror flutter through him at the thought, yet he knew it was true.

[Skiv]

Snowpaw just looked up at the sky. Her face still wet with tears but she really didn't care as long as Scorchclaw didn't see them. She just looked up at the sky praying that Starclan would grant her some answers to her confusion. but yet they would never speak to her, Starclan only talked to medicine cats and leaders. It was like a little apprentice like her mattered. She just then grumbled something to herself. Then she heard a voice. His voice She just felt her heart start to speed up, her pelt prickled with anticipation. She had been avoiding him for quite some time but then she knew that she wouldn't be able to hide from him forever. They were in the same clan after all. She couldn't look at him not yet, she closed her eyes as his yellow-green gaze burned in her mind. Not real. She told herself. She just closed her eyes and took a deep breath letting the answer fall out of her mouth like vomit.

"You."

That was all she said for a moment then she turned and face him, her green eyes held nothing in them. She took in a breath when her eyes landed on him. Why was he so handsome? She just then added with some snap in her voice, "Your not my mother or my mentor. So don't question why I'm up late." Then she just blinked at him with still nothing in her eyes, she really didn't want to look at him. He heart reached out just wanting to press up against his sleek black pelt, but her mind kept her paws in place. Still remembering.

Not. Real.



Roselocke

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Tags: Skiv
Muse: Great
OOC: Sorry for the small delay ^^
Words: 366

The jet black tom edged closer to the she-cat he was falling so very hard for, his yellow-green eyes clouded in worry as he saw her cheeks still wet, almost drenched with tears. Gently he placed his tail against her cheek, staring down at her with the same kind, affectionate expression he always held on whenever he was around her, even though they had only really spoken once. The ginger splash upon his nose was only more obvious as moonlight splashed across his jet black pelt, making that ginger splash only more vivid. His eyes trained upon her and her alone, he let his ears listen closely as she finally spoke, but this single time, she only said a single word. A single word that cased himself to faulter from the thoughts that washed over him.

"You."

If Scorchclaw had not been standing directly in front of her, he would have instantly broke down. His fault? but...how? THat question echoed through his head as he felt his heart take that blow, as if he did not deserve her. Everything was his fault, and it always would be. It was his fault Icepaw did not love him, his fault that his heart was shattered, and his fault that she was crying, the newest she-cat he was falling for. Snowpaw. but then she spoke once more, and that was sadness was quickly replaced by anger,"Seriously! I'm just worried about you! Considering your cheeks are wet with tears, I wanted to be a good cat and ask why you were up so late, as you seemed so upset, but I guess I'm not allowed to just cause I'm not your mentor, nor you mother? Fine, I'll just go." That statement had sent the calm tom over the edge as he let his voice elevate with anger, until he turned away, and stalked towards the camp entrance. The fur upon his shoulders bristling, he continued his way forward, yet secretly, he only hoped that she called him back.

but who was he kidding? No one would call him, the weakling, back. It was a useless wish.

[Skiv]

Snowpaw just felt a tail on her cheek. A chill went down her spine, he touched her with such softness and care. She just wanted to lean into his touch allow him to let her feelings die down. but she couldn't she wouldn't. She couldn't depend on anyone but herself. Because it seemed that she was the only one that would be there for herself the whole time. She just looked at him, her eyes wandering up and down his face. She just watched as his eyes grew with sadness. It was sad, she was blaming him for something he actually didn't do. It was a dream after all. The images flashed in her mind.

Scorchclaw sleek black pelt padding away from her, she knew that she was yelling his name but she couldn't hear her own voice it was like she wasn't trying. but she could hear him she watched as he looked over his shoulder his eyes with nothing but humor in them. She knew that she stopped yelling, she just heard his laughter, it wasn't light it was laughter of defeat the laughter that said I told you so.

The next thing that she knew is that he was talking to her, but she couldn't really hear what he was saying. She was reliving her dream until it was appearing right in front of her. but this time it was real. Real. Foxdung! This is real! Real! She was up in a moment, she was after him, she watched as he headed to the entrance. She wasn't going to let him go through. Not like before not ever. Never. She just then caught up to him saying lightly, "Scorchclaw."


Roselocke

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Tags: Skiv
Muse: Great
OOC: Sorry for such a late reply T.T
Words: 262

Pain seared through the pitch black tom's chest, his yellow green eyes stared down at his paws as he finally turned away, before he simply rose his head, and tried to look strong, and no defeated, which was the almost opposite if what he felt. He was defeated, utterly saddened, and it was undeniable that those soft eyes were so very close to tears, the tears he had held back for almost moons. but then he heard the rustling behind him, his tail raising in a single shread of anticipation. He wanted her to come, more than anything really. He wanted her to call him.

"Scorchclaw."

The voice sent shivers up his spine, with only the smallest thing holding him back from spinning around and nuzzling her, expressing his singular feelings. His large body turned, to only be met by her emerald green gaze, the gaze that made him want to fall, fall straight to his belly and just give up upon the world. but he was not going to give up, no, he was never going to give up. He was not going to let the same thing happen as what had happened to Icepaw, his former love. He was not giving up.

He was never giving up.

"Snowpaw..." His gentle, deep voice touched the air, as his yellow green eyes met hers, those emerald green eeys that made him want to jump forward, to touch her gently and to comfort her, to be her night.

[Skiv]

Snowpaw just called out to him lightly. She couldn't believe that he would walk away like that but then again who wouldn't. She was the last cat any other would want to deal with her. but he cared, and she snapped at him pushing him away. She was honestly surprised he wasn't crying by now. He didn't seem to have a back bone before so now why? but thats what she liked about him, he had the emotion the kindness that she would never have. And well he needed someone that wasn't afraid to fight a battle and well that was her.

Please don't leave me

but she didn't expect him to turn around. but when he did she just let out a breath that she didn't know she was holding. Her green eyes looked up into his yellow green eyes. He almost seemed to blend into the sky, except his eyes were like stars staring down back at her, My star She thought to herself. When she heard him say her name she just felt her legs go weak, she really hated apologizing but she had to. Because there would be no other cat like him. She just swallowed the lump in her throat and said looking up at him.

"I'm sorry. I know you were just looking out for me."

Then she looked down at her paws saying a bit more quiet almost a whisper in the night.

"I never wanted to hurt you."


Roselocke