Post by [Acro.] on Jul 5, 2015 23:46:45 GMT -5
ooc:// ℓυиαя! -cracks knuckles-
~ Highdive into frozen waves where the p a s t comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
~ Highdive into frozen waves where the p a s t comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
The sun, at last, had set.
Cats would either be gossiping or off to their nests, to turn over the afternoon's events or simply sleep with no concerns. Ratstar would be leaving. Cats could either support her, or oppose her.
but they wouldn't stop her.
Hushed voices could be heard within the leader's den as shadows stretched along the beach toward camp. For a time, the words were unintelligible, but as their intensity increased so did their clarity. The first voice was deep, and harsh--broken by anger and something... more visceral. "--and what if they don't? What then?"
The second voice: cold, calculated. Dangerous. Still just a quiet, indistinct murmur, lost beneath the encroaching stillness of the evening. The first voice continued. "You think your lives so commonplace that you can just toss them aside?"
...
"Some things you don't just get to decide, Ratstar!"
...
"You are blind in your faith--do not fall to your own ignorance!"
A tension, cut sharply by three clipped words: "Lower. Your. Voice."
Silence.
~ Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
"...restrain me?"
...
Broken snippets. "... isn't that... just... see how you..."
Anger.
"Because I can't lose you again, Ratmask! Why can't you see that?! You don't get to just--"
...
"No, I think this whole thing is foolish. Why can't you see--"
...his words had cut her.
"You mean too much for me to just let you go and do this without--"
And then something changed. The second voice, the calmer of the two, lost its careful control. A dark frustration, deeper than could be fully revealed in the space of these words, broke into her once-measured tone. "I never asked you to love me." These words were intended to put an end to the back-and-forth; to impact the night enough to silence it. but they were met squarely, and swiftly.
"but I do, and you can't keep on pretending that it doesn't matter--that I don't count for something!"
...control returned. Her words would not be overheard again.
The final word was nothing more than a feral snarl, and then Sandstrike was blazing out of Ratstar's den, his strides long and dangerous. His body, his legs were not running, but his blood was charged and his heart was racing. Claws dug into the sand and grass as he literally tore straight across camp, tail lashing as he set off into the approaching night, toward the crashing waves of SunsetClan. In the shadow of her den, Ratstar hovered near the entrance, sharp eyes watching him go before she, too, retreated into her own darkness.
~ A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass
and I drown in you a g a I n ~
and I drown in you a g a I n ~