Post by Restlessdreamer on Dec 15, 2015 6:15:47 GMT -5
Pretty sure no one's noticed, but I haven't been all that active as of late.
Long story short, my life has slowly been getting worse and worse, and, this morning, it hit what is probably rock bottom.
My sister just ran away. We think it was planned, but no one knows what's going on, and no one has been able to contact her.
It's only been a day, but I can't help but imagine the worst outcomes. I've been trying to finish apps, make posts... but every time I try to distract myself, those thoughts come rushing back, and the guilt makes me want to vomit.
I don't know if/when I'll be back, but I just can't do this right now.
I'm sorry.
Long story short, my life has slowly been getting worse and worse, and, this morning, it hit what is probably rock bottom.
My sister just ran away. We think it was planned, but no one knows what's going on, and no one has been able to contact her.
It's only been a day, but I can't help but imagine the worst outcomes. I've been trying to finish apps, make posts... but every time I try to distract myself, those thoughts come rushing back, and the guilt makes me want to vomit.
I don't know if/when I'll be back, but I just can't do this right now.
I'm sorry.
